Oh have you tried surviving on auto pilot and only being present for the things that you enjoy?

Ive had so much energy for my passion projects ever since I’ve started working like the automaton my employer treats me as

Education. Good luck

Sorry to hear that even if you had the advantage of having the wisdom of a 38 year old at 8 you still don’t find life worth living. I disagree, but can sympathize with the cynicism. I hope you find something akin to peace.

The answer is an unequivocal yes. Idk what the logic is that would lead you to differentiate shooting a gun from any of the other millions of dexterity challenges, but some people are better at it without any previous exposure just instincts, it’s not chess. Bullets go straight.